Thoughts on Betrayal

Why is it , that the people you put your trust in betray you in the end. People meet you and stick you inside a little box, filled with their expectations. Everything is fine and dandy, but the day you do something that doesn't fit with the image they have of you in their head is the minute they abandon you, or worse judge you. You feel their contempt like a heavy burden which was thrust upon you. Whats worse, you also feel their joy. They seem to have a perverse joy in finding out that you are not perfect. They rot everything they touch. What's worse, they bring you down. You have no reason to feel bad, but they corrupt your very core. A heavy-load filled with contempt and judgement carries you down into the dirt.
The Irony is, they have done much worse... but it is much more pleasurable to gossip about someone's mistake then it is to fix your own damn mess... The problem with these types of people is that you can argue with thee self-righteous or self-entitled...they will never see past their own little minds. But let me tell you something kids, in big-kid world you cant just ignore your ex-friends, because you have series of resonsibilities that force you to work with them...So you put on a brave face, pretend that nothing hurts you, and carry on. Meanwhile, you use a blog that noone sees to vent out your frustration and disappointment that , once again, your "friends" have forsaken you...