Sunday, September 26, 2010

Q and A

WHy Is the world Like this?
Why am I like this.
How can you be a contradiction of yourself, seeing as you don't know yourself.
How can I like something, yet despise it at the same time.
Why am I someone I hate.
Everything about me is predictable.
Why are my emotions so futile.
Why are my actions so cynical.

How can I hate me In both senses both difrently.
WHy do I try to be somthing I'm not...
Why do I try to brefriend some on I hate.
Why do I push myself to keep contact.
Seeing a I KILL EVERYONE I LOVE.
How cam I search for Heaven?
Seeing as I don't belive in it
Seeing as I don't deserve it.

Why do I search for love.
WHy do I thrive to belive in it so much.
Why do I cry at night.
Over and Over.
For somthing that has already past.
For someone I should Forget.
(Why do you haunt me, Why do I hang on to you)

How can I do somthing, Knowing that it's wrong,
Stil I can't seem to care.
I have tortured.
I have killed.
I have driven mad.
Am I mad?

Why Do strive to be normal,
Yet seemingly try so hard to act the oposite.

How can I cry for somethings
and critize others for crying too
Why do I feel pain.
Why Do I hold on So dearly to the thread of life.
Seeing as I cut so many other threads before.
Why do I try to be Immortal.
It's answers I can't find,
And For every answer, 10 more questions are born.

I. Lilith Kitsune

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