Is that a Smiley Face I see, Or Are you just happy to See Me!

While the smiley face make work well in the bedroom, you might want to take a glance in the mirror before leaving home if you're going to wear them...
So Pra Discontrariar

-I. Lilith Kitsune

Q and A

WHy Is the world Like this?
Why am I like this.
How can you be a contradiction of yourself, seeing as you don't know yourself.
How can I like something, yet despise it at the same time.
Why am I someone I hate.
Everything about me is predictable.
Why are my emotions so futile.
Why are my actions so cynical.
How can I hate me In both senses both difrently.
WHy do I try to be somthing I'm not...
Why do I try to brefriend some on I hate.
Why do I push myself to keep contact.
Seeing a I KILL EVERYONE I LOVE.
How cam I search for Heaven?
Seeing as I don't belive in it
Seeing as I don't deserve it.
Why do I search for love.
WHy do I thrive to belive in it so much.
Why do I cry at night.
Over and Over.
For somthing that has already past.
For someone I should Forget.
(Why do you haunt me, Why do I hang on to you)
How can I do somthing, Knowing that it's wrong,
Stil I can't seem to care.
I have tortured.
I have killed.
I have driven mad.
Am I mad?
Why Do strive to be normal,
Yet seemingly try so hard to act the oposite.
How can I cry for somethings
and critize others for crying too
Why do I feel pain.
Why Do I hold on So dearly to the thread of life.
Seeing as I cut so many other threads before.
Why do I try to be Immortal.
It's answers I can't find,
And For every answer, 10 more questions are born.

I. Lilith Kitsune

Venting...

There is a time for everything.
A time to laugh.
A time to try to cry.
A time to think your the center of the world.
And a time to find out your nothing.
A time to fall in despear.
To kill yourself inside
A time to move on,and let comrades die.
A time to fall in love,and let your heart fly.
To lose your step, to float on cloud nine.
To come crashing back to earth,
When he kills you in the night.
A time to lose everyone,
A time to lose yourself.
A time to just not care.
And finaly a time to rest.

Yup. Life is tough, you have to hold your head high, Let yourself be humiliated, and when everything dead.

Laugh!
Laugh at yourself,
Laugh at the situation
But most of all Laugh Them
Because you might have lost your mind.
but at least you had a mind to begin with.
Because everyone who ever tried to humilate you,
really is just inseure,
and knows you're worth a whole lot more.





But seriously, if you still diddn't "get my drift"

Find a hole
Crawl,
And Die in it!

but don't come crying to me,
because your not worth my time



I. Lilith Kitsune