Again and again....

...
Blah. Really cool word. It's exactly how life is, when your not doing anything. It sucks really, time goes by, whether you want it to or not, but people only exceed until a certain age the they go back, until they're finally emclosed in a small box under the ground and that's probably not as comfortable as your mothers womb. Imagine. You start out in your mom's womb, nice and comfortable. Then just when you think life couldn't be any sweeter, it gets all taken away from you, and you find yourself away from the only thing you love. As you grow older you learn little things and you begin to crawl, speak, walk, learn. Gradually you begin to remmember,and not things you've done last night, but people you've met years ago. You learn to read and write. you become old, Learn to fend for yourself (highschool, it's worse than a wild west film), and soon you learn to care for other people. You earn a companion, a child, a job. You earn a living. Then when your at your peak, you descend, you lose what matters most, your baby moves away, your love dies. When you think, I have nothing left, ALzhiemer hits you, you remmeber less everyday, your hands and feet are shaky, writing is now an impossible feat. You can no longer walk, or crawl, or be independent. You keep going until, your soul is finally passed away. Your body, in a box to rot. What I want to say is, Life is short. You can't think everything thru. Why should you.... You'll lose it anyway....

Live life and don't pay atention to little people telling you what to do. Thay don't matter in the long run.

What is the meaning of life...

Is it the money you make,
The same cash that comands you,
Turning you in time bitter.

Maybe the things you have,
THe ones that you show off,
Molding you into a revoulutionary, capitalist machine,

Or your Religion!
The one that sets you apart,
Just to make you see people for less than people.

Oh Thats not it!Your life's about people,
The ones you live for, only to be betrayed in the end,
Beg for forgiveness, and finally desert you.

Or is it For love!
The repulsive feeling that takes you to idiotcy,
Extracting your logic, making you live with only your soul.

Or is ut for pleasure!
Do you live for meaningless exitement,
For a rush of adrenaline that kills you in te end.

So if not, Why live...

Live for life, not the useless events in it,
If your not satsified with life itself, without expansions,
Then youb don't deserve to live. Your just a waste of space.

I. Lilith Kitsune

How to forget.... the unforgetable.

Take time, breath in, sigh out,
Clear your mind and make it explainable,
Find your reason, Make him Blameable,
Forgive your heart, understandable.
But repeat it... UNALLOWABLE.

Restart it.... inexcusable,
To remend it, It's inuseable,
Express your thoughts, Might be Condonable,
but to Misgight your goal, unjustifiable.
Forgive it you might, that's defensible,

But Forget it....It's Unforgetable.

I. Lilith Kitsune

Love

Love is

• Patient
• Kind
• Sweet
• Bliss

Love has no

• Limits
• Time
• Deffinitiom

But-

Love has

• Pain,for without pain,we canot comprehend joy
• Jelousy,for jelousy fuels passion, and passion is the key to lust.
• Hatred, for without darkness there can be no light,as there can be no love without hatred.

And-

Love needs

• Lust
• Understanding
• Patience

But-

Love is

• Fun and Livley, yet bitter and deadly

Love is Love
and everything else is mearly deffinitions, and contradictions.

Happy Ending?

I don't want to fall in love,
The pain, It's just too much.
The Bliss, Is just so swift.
Like the breeze I feel, on this cliff.

Your eyes, so miserable, haunt my night.
You smile, so sad, beckon me in my mind.
'Together again' you said, over and over again.
and if you seek that, I can comprehend.

The wind picks up,
The water, It's bluer
I see your face, an image of perfection,
It beckons me to come, to indulge in your purity
No going back, i will finally understand.

It hurts, I'm not breathing
I look to you, my sweetest joy,
my wildest woe, You said once you would jump for me.
I didn't respond, but now I know,
I'd jump, I'd die,
I'm dying for you, too.

Waiting

I feel so lonely,
Without you by my side,
You're off to see the world.
I'm left here to cry.

The funny thing is,
You don't remember who I am.
You forgot all the good times.
"How could you forget"
I scream to the sand.

'Don't desert me'
My whispers are blocked away.
'Don't forget me'
My screams are swallowed by the waves.

My voice is blocked by them,
Those miscreants!
My voice to you got lost,
and so your memory is, too.

I'm standing on this rooftop,
and I hear you say 'Don't Jump'
and slowly I go down,
And my feet hit the floor
And slowly I leave this world.
I leave with a broken heart.

Don't worry my love,
I didn't go too far
I'm just waiting,
For you to mend my heart.

Life is comimg

Think Fast.
Life's coming,
Life is tough.
and your alone.

No one...
can do this for you
can cheat
can hold your hand

Head up high,
Breath in deep.
It's Judgment day,
but your not ready.

Scream all you want.
It already has you,
and hate to tell you
but you're not going anywhere.

So go with it,
laugh at it,
Cry over it
but most of all,

Live it,
Don't give up,
Don't hesitate,
Follow your head,
but don't forget your heart,

Cause it wil freeze over time,
and Love,
and after that,
there's just no going back...

I. Lilith Kitsune